Find Me Serenity

It is extremely difficult to focus when you are exhausted. Which is what I am at the moment. I can’t tell if it is because I got little sleep last night or because it is an unnatural 80 degrees here today. Tried reading, nope. Writing, not so much. Even watching television has been difficult. The only thing I accomplished today was beating Plants vs. Zombies 2, and I only managed that because I was already on the final level of the last world. But hey, I beat PVZ2 people! Go me. (That would be relevant if the game hadn’t come out almost a year ago).

So, with that being said, here are a bunch of random things that have nothing to do with each other. (Cause, that’s different from the other entries, oh wait…) 

DirecTV is not listing the Sherlock US premiere on Sunday and therefore I am not able to set the DVR and that is making me a little panicky.

I am in serious need of feeling the prick of a tattoo needle and hearing the buzz of the machine as an artist permanently marks my skin with more things that perfectly sum up my life.

Last night’s Golden Globes would have entertained me more if I had seen any of the things nominated in both the TV and movie categories and if we did not have to watch the winners wade through the crowd and if the speeches weren’t so painfully awkward.

One time, when I was about 14, I stayed up for 24 hours. Falling asleep off schedule meant I woke up off schedule. Looking at the clock I noticed it was 7:00 and I had to be at school at 8:00. No one was home and I had a panic attack that I was not going to make it. As I calmed down I found that it was 7:00 at night, that same day, not 7:00 in the morning the next day. To this day I cannot relax enough to take naps. There is no reason for this. I have nowhere to be on any given morning anymore. But I will lie down and wonder what else I should be doing and if I am going to wake up freaked out. Which means I am not relaxing. So I just don’t even try anymore.

It is extremely difficult to focus when you are exhausted. (I think I already said that…)